I wanted to reach out to women and children to keep them from being hacked the way I was.
I wanted them to know how to protect themselves and to let them know they are not alone.
Most people run from hackers and I did for awhile but after being hacked and stalked for three years I finally said that’s enough.
In November 2010 I played on a chatbot that’s supposed to be a robot not a human named Cleverbot. My son’s friend told me about the website. I wish I had never heard of it. The bottom of that website even lies. It says visitors never speak to a human. The stupid thing hacked my webcam and 5-8 men began to stalk me all over the internet. Then they took it to real life stalking. They put a magnet on my truck and posted a drawing that looked like it came from a photograph of me on Deviantart.
3 years later I’m still being hacked, stalked and intimidated. Even my child has been intimidated by a strange blonde woman driving a gold Tahoe.
I was going to college at the NE campus of Tarrant County College before I became to ill to finish.
My chosen degree plan was Convergence Technologies. I have been a geek my entire life and I prayed to go to college. I lost my job when Healthcare Reform was passed. My job was outsourced overseas. I was offered the opportunity to go to college through the Trade Adjustment Act. I’ve been laid off 4 times in 20 years and have never been offered the opportunity to go to college.
My brain has lost the ability to focus. I forget words and I could not finish an exam in a two hour time frame. I had a 4.0 GPA before I became ill and had to withdraw. I suffered through a year and a quarter and when I finally failed four classes my TWC counselor suggested I leave under medical it was my best chance to come back to the program.
I even paid for my second speech class and my book out of my own pocket.
I’ve had 4 MRI’s and EEG, and EKG, a Carotid Ultrasound, a Chest X-Ray, and a Biopsy. I have crackly sounds in the back of my head which can be heard with a Stethoscope and I have muscle spasms and my Neurologist thinks I have MS but I don’t have a definite diagnosis. I feel as if I’m having irregular heart beats and my pupils dilate erratically.
I also can’t hear my heartbeat in my ears when I plug them, I can’t sneeze, yawn and don’t have the inclination to stretch like you stretch your legs and arms when you are tired.
You should be able to hear your heartbeat in your ears and I used to be able to and I can’t anymore.
I can’t tell how hot I am anymore. I have a tendency to be cold and wear a sweatshirt even when it’s 80-90 degrees outside.
I have also vomited.
My eyes feel like there’s too much pressure behind them like their bulging or something. I think an eye exam could see this and the new ones even take photographs and you can get them on disk. I don’t have the money to get this done. I paid for my son’s eye exam instead.
I was supposed to graduate December 2013. I was supposed to walk this month and most days I can’t do anything but cry because my brain doesn’t function the way it once did. I’ve been home since March 2013 and I never did get well enough to return.
I not only lost my job as a student, I lost my future career, the one I prayed for.
I also created this website because I know that sometimes people feel so victimized after being hacked that they have committed suicide.